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Alright sweet so I just got done with my projects and shit and now Im all sleepy but I dont feel like sleeping cos well...Im like eighteen almost and really...what eighteen or almost eighteen year old wants to waste time sleeping when there's soooo much more going on. That is, until you actually do sleep and then you never want to wake up. But yeah the thing that sucks about being me right now is my connections have to be made all over again since Im in a new place and junk and Im not like everyone else who were best friends by like...the second day of orientation or some crap. But yeah it doesnt matter because if I were to go outside right now I'd probably fall over half dead because of a combination of lack of sleep and food. That reminds me, I tried to text an entry and my stupid phone broke it up into like...six freakin entries which sucked deleting all of those cause yeah I wrote it. So I guess I'll just stick to doing the thing where I have to get onlne real quick or whatever...that's works out fine. Anyway all it was talking about was how I lost weight and I felt bad for going to Dunkin Donuts even though I just got  low cal smoothie and like...a bagel and that's pretty much all Ive eaten all day with the addition of a mocha late later on...anyway yeah, I have class in the friggin morning which sucks a little because I feel like crap most mornings but on good days I only feel like worthless crap in the beginning and later on things get better. Tomorrow's Project Runway day which roks cos that means a bunch of us get together and watch it in one person's dorm and it's tons of crowded fun. I shall update tomorrow perhaps. I most likely will because I have a feeling tomorrows gonna be crap in the emotional sense anyway. But hey, what can I do? I can't control my own freakin mind-brain thingy...so I just gotta ride it out and see what happens riiiight?